Rock, Island
[This, from 28 Sept 2010. Wow ... so little things change.] I am sometimes really amazed or impressed at how alienated I am. I'm a relatively nice guy -- I don't take advantage of people, I try to do things for others, I work well in groups, I'm dependable, relatively emotionally stable, have good hygiene. Perhaps my poor sense of humor drives people away. Yet I am completely alone. Everyone I try to befriend betrays me. Perhaps that's because the ones I try to befriend are all losers, I should admit first, but still... I've done enormously expensive things for Jimar ... and he left without saying goodbye, without giving a reason. I suspect it was because he was afraid I was going to sue him for the thousands of dollars he owed me, and because he has an idiot for a father, but we were on good terms before he left and I continued to be generous and he betrayed me. Angel, too -- I've been enormously generous there -- a home, clothes, food, helped buy his f...